back at home after a long journey 
sometimes I felt a little fat and unwanted 
so I sought therapy to understand my desires 
a depressive life unfolded before me 
but on my happy birthday I found new hope 
before the trip I prepared myself 
a page from my past lingered 
the trips changed everything 
another page turned 
therapy continued to guide me 
mothers day reminded me of strength 
a page of memories 
my muscular son grew stronger 
before another trip 
an accident changed our lives 
prison held many secrets 
the accident's aftermath 
my muscular son endured 
and therapy continued to heal 